Expert answer:
The first and most important step of all is to solve your emotional problems, a person living under the prism of depression can not see anything good in your life and ends up attracting more unpleasant things. You need to keep trying, you need to think about your children and your husband, they need you, maybe you have to take strength where you do not even know you have and you should continue your medical treatment, but without solving those emotional issues, you will not get out of the situation where is found.